Sometimes life throws us unexpected curveballs. One minute I'm thinking im on top of the world doing all the right things. The next thing you know my body tells me otherwise. Imagine my surprise when I go to the doctor because I am nauseated and feeling light headed and find out I have a severe heart condition I may need to get surgery for. Yikes! My blood pressure was 154/115 with a heart rate at 165. Ugh I am so Glad I went but now worried about the outcome. Here I thought I was in school learning to save lives and intibate people and now I am the one who is going to need the help. This is not a position I like to see myself in I am the independent mother who can do it on my own. Cardiologist appointment first thing tomorrow morning and it sounds urgent! Wish me luck.

Engaged!!!!!!

Fun at the fair

Falling apart

I'm completely falling apart right now, never in my life did I ever think I would loose my mother emotionally. I never thought my mom would close the door on the face of her children. Emotionally I'm broken and she brushes me off anytime I need to talk or even check on her well-being. I'm at a cross road and I feel like its impossible to move forward with all the broken pieces.